I suppose this recent concentration on staying grounded and earthy is going to be a good thing. Right now, I’m doing energy work. I’ve finally got it through my thick head that until I allow the free flow of energy through me, I’m not going to have real peace.
It’s a weird, swirly rabbit-hole, more beautiful and terrifying than anything I’ve done before.
And it’s harder than ever to be a householder. Without this focus on the “real world” I’ve been practicing, I’m not sure I could handle it.
Aw, what am I saying? Surely I have the power to hold my children and my wonderful husband in my attention and at the same time let my spirit go on adventures outside time and space. No sweat. I’m on it.