Someone remind me…

Someone remind me why I’m doing this?

Today, I was weak. And I was in pain. And I thought that maybe this is a really stupid idea.

All of these people around me were working out, and I had to sit down and stretch. Why did I ever think I could do this? Fibromyalgia is just too much. It was all I could do to keep from crying.
But I managed to remind myself that before I had to sit down, I’d done thirty push-ups (on my knees, thank you very much). And that I’d been moving, and that I got plenty of aerobic exercise.

It wasn’t fun, but I still have to admit that it’s better having fibromyalgia this way than in a wheelchair or sitting on the couch. I just hope I can remember that, because I have the feeling it’s going to hurt for a while.